makemefeelalivesomeone

2009-10-16T23:36:00.002+08:00

I do feel sad watching Jackson and Apple getting more and more distant to me. Perhaps it is time to let go. I did tried but I think i lose them this timeT.T

Sometimes the more you try to explain, it just seems to get worse and even make the person feels guilty. Find out yourself but no explanation VS explanation which one is better?

if only human are all connected..

2009-10-07T23:26:00.003+08:00

Human resource lesson is super super super super boring......and I only know a few people in the class:( BUT i am excited for tmr lesson...:D

Sometimes I have the urge to slam the person onto the wall...haha there is a violent side of me:x

2009-09-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

I miss everyone and my classmate

2009-08-08T17:57:00.005+08:00

重生 - 何晶晶

似梦片段正在发生心跳感觉愈难自禁一笑一语多迷人吸引身边有你伴着行甜蜜是温暖声音犹令我在这刻如重生

似梦似幻却又最真心里感应愈来愈近紧闭双眼跟情人一吻真心意最是动人无言地交托一生回谢你是勇敢和诚恳

无限宇宙远大无涯在这虚渺花花世界也许真正的爱才是伟大重拾美妙放浪情怀是你使我开展眼界看清方向找到明日那路牌

漆黑天空浮现闪闪星火愈是漆黑星愈璀璨明亮发光漆黑之中燃着浪漫恋火但愿相依一直相爱唯独你是最爱

2009-08-05T20:15:00.001+08:00

The actress that I like now

Lee Ji Ah

2009-07-31T20:58:00.001+08:00

Today manufacturing lesson is one of the most boring lesson ever after. Sometimes I wonder how I go through/survive each lesson when I dont know what I am doing. And to think that, I took manufacturing II as my core module for semester two.

I bought an ipod nano for my mum yesterday as it was her birthday. I think my parents have the coolest mp3 ever. My dad has itouch and my mum has ipod nano. lol

I wish i can know you better.

2009-07-29T23:15:00.000+08:00

I wish everything can be rewind. It is a blow to me when there is imperfection and worst when it is my work.

Why cant everything be perfect?

2009-07-25T00:26:00.002+08:00

Arrow rebounced back.

I think I should just shut up.

2009-07-17T18:32:00.001+08:00

I saw many fake smiles from a masked classmate today. The harder she try to smile/laugh happily, the lesser sincerity in it. What does it takes to build up trust when one feels there is no need at all. After all, I am just a passer by in her life. Maybe I should try close my eyes and let it be.

I almost forgot to add on. I was shocked when someone told me about I have high expectation for myself for UT grades or daily grades. I was like wow, how does she know or is it obvious? There is a sad story behind those high expectation, classmate:)

2009-07-01T17:16:00.001+08:00

GREAT!

I feel even sadder now.

2009-07-01T16:53:00.000+08:00

A person who is in the midst of happiness , cant feel the sorrow of a masked person.
Their words are just like a needle which poked the masked person's heart.
It bothered the masked person.
Masked person decided not to try and leave a distance between people.
From now on, masked person will takes whatever it comes and gives a fake smile.
Masked person dont like the eyes which try to look beyond.
Lastly, masked person is fucking sad.

THE END

Super sorry to estee and xinxin:(

2009-06-25T01:28:00.001+08:00

Wow..it seems that it has been a long time since I updated my blog..Today is the day where weiwei has flown away to australia. One group of us went to send her off, they were jieshi, val and her friend, wesley, wei sien, mabel and jamie plus wei sien's friends etc..I am so glad that I am able to feel sad when I hug weiwei otherwise I would have thought that I really have limited emotions inside me in other word a heartless person PHEW!

Seeing so many friends went to see her off, I cant help but wondering who she will miss the most? Haha. I think I will be the few names down below the top list.

The "most" has flown away:(

2009-05-11T21:37:00.000+08:00

11th April 2009- A sad day for jiali

Well. Oh great, I realized I cant act because I will sound so fake and nervous saying my lines plus I have limited emotions and expression. Today, in class my team wants to come up with a skit playing the roles of Jenny and Sally. I was told to play Sally initially but in the end my teammate do it cos I am not quite good with it and it is true:(

After school, dont know it is pure bad luck or what to see meimei ourside the subway standing there. The way she force Xuan to make a decision irritate me.

Meimei: 你要回了? 你着么回?
Xuan: 搭bus lor,因为要下雨了.
Meimei: 我也是leh! *hinting
Meimei: 那你要跟我走还是她们? *very obvious hint

Now then I realised why xinixn want to 拉我走 when I was looking at xuan and meimei. Sometimes I wonder am i really biased against meimei but sometimes she just touch on my nerves:s

I gazed at the rainy sky and asked "what is life?"

2009-05-06T21:42:00.000+08:00

Uncle, 你下班了吗?

wahahahahahah

2009-05-03T20:47:00.000+08:00

3rd May
Today, I met weiwei at 4.45pm and went for our foot massage at sun plaza...although it hurts a little but overall still okay. Weiwei is suffering from sun burn now haah luckily i dont have as I was swimming while she was laying down on the swimming stairs:x As I am a good kid, I have completed the class diagram which was pretty easy and finished editing the ERD. I am a bit worried for ERD cos kee jang said it is complex but to xuan and me is like nothing:s oh no, i wonder what kee jang will say when he see our ERD....hope he dont hit on my nerve..ahahaha.

Tmr will be sales lesson. Goodness, teach me how to speak louder than those outspoken ones.

Why bother reading up a stranger's life? It gives me creeps when I see the photo..

2009-04-26T19:52:00.000+08:00

Yesterday
Wooo, my grandma came yesterday to stay overnight at my house, it has been a very long time since she came over. Haha, as usual she keep nagging about the cleanliness of the house and the responsiblity always land on me without fail. Too bad, sq date me out for fries came at the wrong time, have to accompany my grandma as she is quite old already. I scared i dont have many chance to accompany her again:x I sound like i am cursing my grandma right BUT i am NOT:) I am a good kid:)

26th April
Today went over to xinxin's house for FYP project. Xuan shocked me in the morning when I saw the message she send, I didnt know she reach so early. However in the end, she still managed to make her way to xinxin's house ALONE:D Cheers to xuan:) Xinxin's house was quite packed today, many people playing mahjong. Then somehow her neighbour girl girl was sticked with us the whole day:s Girl girl cant follow up on the topic we chatting because she is still young only ten years old. The rest of the time spend in xinxin's house was squeezing brain juice time:s

XINXIN, RMB TO ASK YOUR MUM WHO LOOK THE MOST GUAI OKAY! WAHAHAH

2009-04-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

Ops:x I see many spider webs here....:x

25th April
Today, I practically spend my day rotting at home. Not really rotting but sleeping more. Yesterday I did something which really can leave a record in my history. I KILL A COCKROACH! :s It all happened like this I was at the dinning table using my laptop as usual when my brother and his gf suddenly run out from their room. It was very cute la, seeing them running out because of a cockroach in the room. During the find the cockroach mission, I realise my brother is afraid of cockroach more than me. LOL. He totally useless leh...When he saw the cockroach, he just ARGHH!! and ran out from his room. He also try to use towel to lure the cockroach out when it was clinging on to his bedsheet. Then his gf and me take newsapaper and roll it like a baseball trying to search. Well my brother just keep laughing and ask us to hit the cockroach and back off even further. Well, in the end I am the only one hitting the cockroach as his gf was scared. However, I do feel a bit bad injuring that cockroach.

Past few days in school
I dont know whether is it I havent set my body back to school mode or the Year 3 students are more chiong than me now. I am starting to feel the stress back again. Healthcare class was okay, know some of them so the time passed quite quickly. But manufacturing class :( I feel like an alien in that class:x I dont like their stares. Sales class make me feel speechless, many classmates were quite outspoken. In the end, I feel like i got nothing much to say..

FYP
I seriously need more motivation and encouragement.

Relationship
I dont want to think about anything. I feel comfortable in the current state.

Friend
Goodness. What totally happen to the friendship? Now some of them see each other as stranger as if they dont know each other.

2009-02-23T19:28:00.000+08:00

To prove that my blog is not going to eat curry chicken, i will update my blog...hehehe:x

Currently, i am waiting for my pizza to come..lalala...yummy at the thought of it.....HOHOHOHO, PIZZA, i summon you to come here immediately. Is this consider a post? haha

2009-01-20T22:23:00.001+08:00

Ops:x I can see spiderweb hanging in my blog. Well, you cant blame me for not blogging you see, after all nothing much inspire me to blog except for a few things which I wanted to say.

I was ABANDONED by these people on Monday:

1. Lee YiXuan , went off with meimei
2. Estee Low Jia min, dating with Bob
3. Sim yan keat , working
4. Wong Xin hui:x , half half only

2009-01-08T21:37:00.000+08:00

Despite so many laughters, it is still bitter deep down.

2008-12-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I imagine if a dog ever bite me and I still have the strength and not suffering from severe injury, I will want to try to bite the dog back. I will bite his paw or ears. hmmm. Although I wont stand much chance if it is an American pit bull.

Sometimes I imagine if a parrot ever peck me, I will like to try breaking their wings and throw them hard onto the floor. But then I think my palm might already be slit into half due to their sharp peck.

Sometimes I imagine if I am ever taken hostage by a robber and he had a gun pointed to my head. Would I be screaming? Would I be crying for him to spare my life? Would the police able to save my life?

Sometimes I imagine if I ever so unlucky to run into a tiger who escaped from zoo. Would I stand a chance to live? Or bleed to death.

Sometimes I imagine how interesting if a person's mood can be seen through the different color of eyes. Like if the person is angry, his eyes will be red. If normal, blue. If sad, yellow.

Sometimes I imagine how good and fun will life be, if some people are born with supernatural power.

Sometimes I imagine will I ever get a chance to be a millionaire?

I hate wednesday faci.

2008-12-10T00:32:00.000+08:00

不要把你自己的价值观套在别人身上. 这是我的老爸教我的. 毕竟如果硬来的话, 只会把事情弄得更糟,把自己气死. 所以凡事都要忍和包容别人的价值观跟缺点. 所谓的退一步海阔天空. 这点我一定要学会.

2008-12-02T21:52:00.001+08:00

HOHO. This is going to be an interesting post. I named it as HINT post.

Here are the HINTs of life which reflect truely on reality:

1. Insider EQUAL no present
2. Outsider EQUAL present
3. Once upon a time, E went to choa chu kang mall, LOT 1 with her friend J and X. Along the way as E walked, and happened to bump into E's uncle. Uncles asked, " You alone ar?". E replied "Yeah and smile". So the morale of the story is FRIENDS EQUAL to ghost. -.-
4. Harddisk EQUAL to nameless.
5. Share present EQUAL to all clumped together sentences.
6. Invidual present EQUAL to individual sentence.
7. During a quarrel, a person's weakness will always overcome the person's strength. So morale of story, during a fight strength EQUAL to worthless/rubbish/zero value.

Hoho. If dont understand, consult DOCTOR Jiali. 5 bucks per qn. Exclusive of GST:x

To my dearest friend, I know I have not been helpful at times but then when you write things in your blog please think of other people feeling. If you think that you have think enough and is capable of understand every single of us then you might not know that you have accidentally put a thorn in my heart and worst this is not the first time. If this is how you measure friendship during hardship, then I am definitely not your choice after all:(

PS. If you think you are the one being mentioned, I can only tell you I am very disappointed.

2008-11-28T20:20:00.000+08:00

These pictures were taken long ago at vivo. I didnt know vivo christmas decoration so nice:)

2008-11-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. Sometimes I think I am a bit cold-hearted, and rarely take the effort to date people out or send out encouraging message or said nice comforting word at the right time or coming out to pub when invited by birthday girl herself. Alright, some of you might just said "this is you" ha. Well. Bascially. I hate me.

2008-11-01T19:05:00.000+08:00

Sian. One week holiday is going to be over soon same as this year 2008. Well, there is still one freaky thing to get over which is my coming poster evaluation date, 12/11/08. Do you think pharmacy got sell a kind of medicine which can help people relax. hahahah. If do, tell me ya.

2008-10-08T22:14:00.000+08:00

So the answer is SNAKE . Not fun after all only yk guess correct. Maybe I should send my brother to jungle then let him kena bitten by all animals. HOHOHOHOH. Ha. HEY let me show you how lame my classmates can be. Look at below....

jiali;trea says:
talk to my hand
Nocturne says:
"hi hand how are u"
Nocturne says:
"wanna shake"
jiali;trea says:
"what abt slap?"
Nocturne says:
"HI FIVE"
Nocturne says:
wahaha
-.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-

2008-10-06T14:55:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, let me tell you a funny piece of news. My brother was bitten by something on sat night. Look at the picture below and tell me what is the living creature which has bitten him. I will tell you the answer in my next post:) Those who already know, dont say out first okay.

2008-09-22T22:21:00.000+08:00

HI HUMANs! I'M BACK:)

Well, just to update on my life. I'm fine if you all going to ask even though I was quite sad today. Okay, let me side track for a while. Today early in the morning I was being irritated by the faci. Maybe it is because I didnt hear correctly bcos I heard him asking for my team mate full name. I replied in a not nice tone "I dont know". Goodness, I hope he can talk louder next time.

Alright on track now, I am quite disappointed in my work today bcos I have made some mistake and have failed to realise. It is like so careless la:( How could I have put the USA food pics in the Indian nutritional value table.... I cant believe I am this dumb. Sigh.

And the indian pic didnt appear during presentation cos time was too rush. Sigh

TIring

2008-09-12T01:26:00.000+08:00

I dont know why I feel that this semester is more tiring than all the previous semester. Is it because I sleep late everyday just to chase after the 12am drama. Hmmm, or is it because it is just the first week of school and I havent adjust to it.

As the days went by, I have started to make some friends with my classmates. Some are really quite fun and lovely including me:x hehehehehehhe. In my group today, a CHINA girl shocked me wor, she is even more motivating than me. She keeping on telling the others to do work and discuss. HO. I am quite surprised seriously.

I'm so looking forward to weekend then I will be able to sleep until I wake up naturally:) I think sleeping is my main hobbies.

fcuk

2008-09-05T22:28:00.001+08:00

Alright. For once, I feel damm damm damm damm damm damm damm unhappy after reading one of the older post from someone's blog. Not to be included...perhaps it is just a fact. Since it is his blog, i got nothing to say.

CHILL CHILL CHILL CHILL CHILL.

Boo

2008-09-04T22:18:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. I realised since sch has reopen, everyone has been hardworking wor. Hardworking in sense of UPDATING OF BLOG hinting to xuan, xinhui, yankeat, estee:x hehehe

W66Q which is going to be my class for the next 16 weeks. In this class, there are more girls than boys. I think the 7 guys are being buried in the sea of girls. So good:) hahahah. One of my new classmate said the guys are getting lesser ans lesser after each new semester. Ha. My module for today was System Analysis and Design. I guess the first lesson can be considered easy but a lot of research have to be done.

I was kinda of irritated by the faci for today because today the wireless got problem then he keep on insisting we used wireless to present even when I asked to used wired instead. Weird right as if the facilicator's desk got gold, dont want to let us go there. Then worst of all, he doubt my skills of accessing to the wireless. Goodness, it is like I have been doing that for how many months alr.

school reopening

2008-09-03T00:22:00.000+08:00

I'm a bit nervous about meeting my new classmates. Goodness. I think I have a new sickness called first day phobia. Lol. Hope they are nice people because you all know I'm shy one right:x HAHAHA

Pal

2008-08-30T00:54:00.000+08:00

I will want to catch you when you fall same like before and forever. I promise.
The voice just haunt me....

Grunt

2008-08-28T14:01:00.000+08:00

Boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo
Sometimes I worry for my future.

Monday blue

2008-08-11T17:46:00.000+08:00

Nowadays, I am glued to Olympic competition whenever it is shown on tv. I just can’t take my eyes off it like yesterday I watched until 3 plus am! It was about women weightlifting. Can you imagine a 52kg woman can lift up to 126kg. Cool right. It was done by an athlete from Thailand. She has broken the previously Olympic record of 125kg. Congratulation and kudos to her. YAY.

Today is mysql lesson. It was considered quite easy as it is mostly a recap on the syntax. Faci treated us to KFC today! Wah! She must have spent a lot on us, not only that she gave us each an apple made of wood stating "You're are special!". The words were written by herJ Feel quite touched. I think I am kinda of addicting to gambling(hopefully not:x) but the good thing is I know when to stop. Hmmm, I cant remember whether did I lose money a not?

I think I'm not good in fitting into gang.

Wondering

2008-08-10T20:15:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm... Now I'm pondering over should I call for KFC delivery??? But then the KFC Couple Meal B look like a lot to me wor. I'm not a pig, how am I going to pour it down my throat to my stomach? Sigh.

School is going to end super soon. Cant believe the 16 weeks are going to be over, and we guys going to get separated;( Honestly, I feel quite bored now, I have being watching the olympic on tv. Wooooo. This is a lousy post ever.

Dread

2008-08-05T19:09:00.001+08:00

I have no mood to blog. Lousy mood today. Is this considered as an update? :) Say yes, pls.

Suck

2008-07-24T18:47:00.000+08:00

I feel like strangling myself after I done my ut. TSK!

Semester 1 is coming to an end soon. I kinda going to miss my classmates if we are going to be separated. I feel that time is flying damm fast. School- home - school. Feeling moody now:( Kill me pls+.+

2008-07-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER

it's not refering to my mum to those curious cats. It's a friend at the same time a colleague of mine. tsk.

Wow

2008-07-16T19:17:00.000+08:00

Well. Actually I got two blogs, one is the present one, another is the one I have abandoned. Out of curiousity, I revisited my old blog today and felt that I am reading a stranger's blog instead. Ha, I guess it is true that people do change and my old blog content was so fascinating. All those content were written when I was still in secondary school.

Here the link if you are interested: http://tombfreak.blogspot.com

I like this even though I dont remember typing it out myself anymore

blessing in disguise
Without ugliness, you wouldnt see beauty
Without darkness, you wouldnt see light
Without failure, you wouldnt see success.
Without sadness, you wouldnt feel happiness
Without attitude people, you wouldnt see good angel friends.

So guys, without bad friends, you wouldnt see good friends. *HINT... so must appreaciate her being bad ar, otherwise how you all realise how good am I. HAHAHAHAHA.

Yesterday, my cousin Shan ning just walked passed me. isnt it weird for me to recognize her and for her not to know that I am her cousin whom she had just walked passed. I think the only way I ever can have a chance to talk to her will be when my grandma pass away. OHHHHH, I'M MEAN. Credit to those adults who make a mess. KUDOS TO THEM.

Tomato red

2008-07-14T20:45:00.000+08:00

oh man. All I did was asking a simple question like who did the trigger and was expecting reply like "editor". BUT somehow the question was twisted and it backfired and was sent back shooting it onto my face when I was unprepared. TA-DA , my face got burned and turn tomato red. Kudo for answering question!

Went to eat pizza hut after sch with yan keat, xin hui and estee because of *someone (hint hint) craving for pizza. HAHAHAHA. Pizza was yummy but there was an irritating mummy fly which just got attracted to estee's straw at first then to yan keat and me:( Spam that fly. Estee said maybe her blood too sweet. LOL. Then after that come a another irritating small fly, well both of the flies know how to plan their attack when humans are busy eating. I cannot underestimate flies next time.

LASTLY. I feel I am eating with terrorists excluding yan keat the normal one. HOHO. Our leftover food turned to look like a korean kimchi. If you were there to witness, you find your hands trying to cover your eyes. YUCKs to the ingredients involved:)

2008-07-14T14:41:00.000+08:00

Oh my, I'm feeling bored. Now in database lesson, hearing other presenting.........%^%*&*&

2008-07-09T14:00:00.000+08:00

I feel fcuking down due to some reasons.

Jolie-Pitt Clan

2008-07-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I think life is quite amusing. Recently, after watching the movie Wanted I went to find out more about Angelina Jolie. From there, I was obsessed with her tattoo on how each of them actually have a special meaning. Ha, estee was irritated after I bugged her whole day in sch with my desktop wallpaper:x

Well, back to the track upon digging her past, I was quite surprised about her children. How does it feel to know you are adopted by hollywood celebrity and is able to give your orginal miserable fate a twist. Honestly, it really set me wondering the whole evening. Nevetheless, I like Maddox-jolie-pitt and pax jolie pitt the most.

But still, I'm still pondering on the chosen ones.

Icantfitin

2008-06-26T21:02:00.000+08:00

I tried. But it didnt work.

I love you deeply once

2008-06-12T20:50:00.000+08:00

Hell hell hell......

I got a scolding from my parents, luckily it was resolved in a easy manner in the end:) phew. Oh ya, I forgot to mention that I went to Party World in civil centre with yan keat, yi xuan, xin hui and estee. Yeah, it is KTV, you didnt hear wrongly. Well, honestly I think I got no talent in singing at all. Ha. Well but estee didnt sing a song throughout the whole thing. shy? maybe. I think she got many similarties which can be found in me.

She went to her place again for med this time.

Sometimes, men and women make no difference.